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Oct. 26th, 2007 @ 01:13 pm update in a 100 years
Today I feel: blah
okay. Oh wow, I don't even know how long it's been but for some reason I just had an urge to go on live journal. I haven't just written in so long. Just discussed things with myself? lol I don't know where this is going.
University is pretty good. I've seen mac and kingston and they were impressive, made me sad about pathetic brock lol, but i'll get over it.
some bad things have happened, but also some good. I dont know why im acting weird lately.
i think i know why... perhaps

aha im all over the map today, im tired and procrastinating my homework.
is it still homework? or rather just work.

I wish some things were different.
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Dec. 17th, 2006 @ 03:17 pm (no subject)
Today I feel: blank
so last night i fourwheeled it over an exit out of macs.. that is i went in the out way.. because i saw these kids that i thought i knew and wanted to talk to em so i turned around.. and fourwheeled it over this thing... that happened to be like a curb. anyways. it wasnt them.. lol
and i lost my hubcap.. which i ran over in the process.. my dads kinda mad.
but my moms gonna sell the corrolla to my sister in the summer prolly.. we might be getting a new car.. that is a new car for us.. but otherwise known as used.. or we might just live with one car for a while.. because we will all be off at university.. (cept michelle.. dont know what shes doing quite yet..).. anyways
its xmas baking time.
christmas is about to throw up all over my house! yay..
and once again.. im the only one putting up the christmas tree.. yup. my family loves christmas just about as much i do .. (which is not very much)..
good news tho.. im done my xmas shopping.. which is nice.
gonna get my hair cut soon.
ROM volunteer orientation on WEDNESDAY! i hope its awesome im excited....

ps. im addicted to the song boiled frogs.

(8) my youth is slipping... my youth is slipping awaaaayyy
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Nov. 3rd, 2006 @ 11:05 pm (no subject)
I love jumping in big piles of leaves. especially when its spontanious.... its so lovely.
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Oct. 26th, 2006 @ 03:00 pm GRRR STUPID PEOPLE ON THE ROAD PISS ME THE FUCK OFF!!
aloha all.
today while i was driving to school -in my toga-.. i almost got into an accident..
this guy was in the left turning lane on upper middle and trafalgar.. and i was TWO .. TWO WHOLE LANES OVER.. like he was in one. then there was another empty one.. then mine. so i see him signal to get out of that line and im like oh okay hes gonna go in the empty one NOT THE ONE IM SPEEDING DOWN ON.. BUT NOPE.. he crosses the empty one and goes RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME.. now im speeding just a little bit.. and he OBVIOUSLY wasnt looking cuz he could clearly see me as i was TWO LANES OVER.. fucker.. anyways.. so like he pulls over and i SLAM THE BREAKS... i was going so fast there was screeching and smoke from my tires.. thats how fast i had to stop.. and i began to turn so i would go up on the curb rather then hit his car... but thank god i fucking stopped in time.. i had my horn wailing this whole time.. and then so i stopped.. unscathed.. and he was ahead of me in his desired lane.. and i honked the horn a good 3 times just to say it was really stupid of him to do something like that.. bastard.. but anyways.
today was school dress up day.. not many people dressed up.. but i did.. i was julius caesar/a greek statue.. aha. i wore a toga and i made a ring of leave things for my head.. it was sexy aha.. went to O-ville place for lunch (not in my toga.. ahah took it off for that).. and returned for data.
dance tonight (i have such school spirit this year go me!)... cept i have to miss the football game tmrw due to work..
i love ian. we had the nicest (unfortunatly) msn convo about his costume and curling. he might join!!.. that would be like.. heaven for me.. cuz id give him a ride of course;) which means.. HED BE IN MY CAR... god i love that kid.. i swear.. ahah okay. im done. cya folks.
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Oct. 19th, 2006 @ 04:57 pm (no subject)
so i just got off the phone with some lady from the ROM.
i cant volunteer because im not 19. so there goes that plan out the window.
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Sep. 9th, 2006 @ 09:44 pm ZACH BRAFF!
Today I feel: bouncy
OMG I SAW ZACH BRAFF!!! with kristen.. and she LOVED IT.. she was so surprised.. when i told her she gave like a little eek. lmao.. it was funny.. i got so many pics.. and before the show... DALLAS GREEN WALKS IN.. YA I KNOW.. and me and kristen look at each other and go WHERE IS JEN! (she was supposed to go but i couldnt get 3 tickets).. so that sucked she wasnt there.. but DALLAS IS GOING OUT WITH LEAH>. EW HE CAN DO SO MUCH BETTER.. like jen. lmao.. but ya. kinda depresing and leah is such a bitch.. like as soon as the show was over she booked it out of there on her cell phone. probably calling dallas.. she strikes me as the needy g/f type.. matte was actually cool he talked to everyone before and after the show... anyways.. so the show starts and fergie was there.. mehish. got a pic of her.
then zach braff came... he was awesome. funny. nice and i felt sorry for one of the cast members cuz no one knew who she was. we were all like zach! or rachel! ahah anyways.. i got some nice pics and he signed kristen and jens cd cover ... i took a picture of him a kristen.. and HE took a picture of me and him.. (ZACH TOOK A PICTURE !! WITH MY CAMERA!!).. and he used my marker to sign like everything with so he touched it for optimum amt of time.. so i gave kristen that marker.. lol.. she actually had a convo with him.. while he was signing shit she was like..
kristen: Whens the new season of scrubs coming out?
zach: november .. do you guys get comedy central up here
kristen: ya..
zach: its on there twice a week so youre gonna get sick of it aha.
kristen: ill never get sick of it..
then he had to sit back down. lol..
then during one of the commerical breaks he was just sitting there waiting to go back on and im like.. ZACH YOURE THE BEST.. and hes like.. Yes! *does little yes thing ahah* and when he signed "my" it was really jens cd cover.. hes like.. super susan! (cuz i was wearing that shirt).. so zach uttered my name from his lips.. lmao.. pretty awesome.. matte commented on my shirt before the show too:)... it was cool. i feel like such a loser aha
but yes. some nice pics of him and the unexpected dallas green which made me happy.. he walked like 10cm away from us and he waved ahah.. it was a nice time.. me and kristen decided we should go to mod more often when theres kids we like on there cuz its not a hassel at all.. and kristen met her idol.. ahah.. gotta love her. anyways.. good night
work tmrw. pics developed tmrw! woot cant wait to see them all..
soon to be posted.
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Aug. 3rd, 2006 @ 10:01 pm The 70s show
okay. so i just saw the finale of that 70s show. like the series one. and i had missed it on the regular season run. and im really sad now cuz that show was awesome. even if the new episodes were crap cuz there was no eric or kelso.. but really.. it was one of those great shows that is now gone... *tear* .. aw i wish i grew up in the 70s. i really really do.
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Jun. 1st, 2006 @ 09:39 pm blah
Today I feel: /aggravated
work is GRR
stupid points/bitchy people dont mix.
should be utizling all the time i have to study.. but meh. im tired and feel like playing tetris:P
thats my entry for today because alas i am too tired to write anything else.. EXCEPT.
Ian was very flirtatious with me today;).. so that made me happyish. or else he was just being himself.. *sigh* stupid guys. im so close.. hes like the reason i dont want school to be over.. cept i can talk to him in summer and hang out i suppose.. THAT IS WHEN I RETURN FROM GREECE.
31 days to go.. god.
tmrw work as well.
saturday work as well.
thank god rugby is over with.. now i have stupid soccer all the time. i think i hate net aha.. YOU ALL MUST COME WATCH MY GAME SOMETIME.. MUhAHAHHAHAH
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Apr. 28th, 2006 @ 06:28 pm (no subject)
http://www.supernova.com/concerts/review.php?showID=938

GO HERE AND VOTE FOR NO SERNITY RIGHT NOW.. NOW I SAY!
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Apr. 23rd, 2006 @ 05:04 pm quiz.
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Apr. 19th, 2006 @ 10:05 pm (no subject)
time for a rant.
is this ur pathetic attmept at a life? do what other people are doing and just go along with it? how long has it been since u last talked to those people u just dropped.. and for who? a bunch of retards thats what. u can never trust someone who just drops other people like that, cuz they will do it to u. u make me so angry and sometimes i sit and stare at you and i still just want to be needed or accepted by you. im pathetic, but i guess im getting that from you. How long has it been.. exactly a year now? maybe just under... it was all your plan (i know thats cheesy).. but from what i think is really going on its plausable. it might have ended anyways, but im not doubting u helped it along. You continue to hurt me and yet because of me you're always fucking there. soon that wont be the case.. i dont know how things will be without you. im assuming better after all you've put me thru. ive obsessed over this way too much, and i know if i say this is the last time im talking about you, id be lying. you know how in mean girls lindsey lohan says something.. "Its like word vomit, everytime reginas name comes up i just cant stop talking".. ya thats what you are to me. You're my regina. god how i wish you werent. i hate you for who've you've made me. You made me then left me and i cant change because you made me believe things that werent true. You made me think you actually were a nice person.

End rant.

Its hard, but im working on it.. people are probably writing rants about me as i speak.
im hungry.
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Apr. 17th, 2006 @ 08:29 pm (no subject)
Today I feel: sore
My toes are tapping to: sos: Rhianna:P
okay so what.. my third entry today?
ya today was BY FAR the most preductive day ive ever. had. i did my hmwk, went to the gym, and evacuated my room. i say evauated because for the last 4 hours i was cleaning it. first went the clothes.. went thru it all and discarded what didnt fit/didnt like/didnt wear.. took out summer clothes.. maybe a little early, maybe not.
next i moved on to my bookcase. which is like a 6 shelf towering thing that contains all my junk, so this is like one day in itself kinda work. but i trudged on. i think if i work hard enough i can narrow it down to 4 selves. only because 1 shelf has my trophys, and 1 shelf has my books.
THEN i moved on to my closet.. which should have been another separate day, but once i get started on these things i just keep going. so i cleaned that out, i can see my floor in it now, and the stuff under my chair is all clean... aha and that whole corner is like spotless.. i need to bring the vaccuum up but i was too lazy today. next i need to do under my bed aha... and then after that my dresser/jewlery box.. even tho i did that like 3 months ago.. i still have WAY TOO MUCH jewlery. yet i keep buying stuff aha.. god im such a tard. anyways.
im tired.
the fruits of my labours consisted of:
1 garbage bag filled with stuff to throw out. (cermaics i made at splatters included, and crafts over the years aha)
1 garbage bag filled with stuffed animals to give away to kids who need a friend:)
1 big bag filled with clothes to give away
1 book filled with books set to give away to used book store or w/e.
and i narrowed it down to one big plastic box filled with junk i wanted to keep. (basically all the stuff i already had in there, and the junk on my bookshelf.
God i feel so.. cleansed. i love it when i accomplish stuff.
i needed this weekend. it was good. but at the same time i feel kinda stranded... which is a weird choice of words.. aha but im sure in like a year i will be cursing myself because i threw out that one thing that i needed for this one thing aha. (yes im one of those people).. but im trying not to regret my decisions. .so here goes. A new step into a new world, a big step into a new Susan. Im starting to change and i can feel it, can you?
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Apr. 17th, 2006 @ 09:52 am What hallmark doesnt say, but should.
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Apr. 15th, 2006 @ 07:43 pm Okay, and this is how the story ends.
okay so.
last nite hung out with brett.. watched flight plan.. it was mehish.
today i worked 10-6. and it is INSANE how much people spend on candy.. shoppers made alot of money today is all i have to say. god im tired..
i wanna go out tonight.. so if ur reading this call me. or not cuz i might already be gone.
nothing much exciting has happened. OOOOH
yesterday i had a baking party with claire, kirsten, laura and jen. we make this cornicopia of chips lmao.. (chocolate chips that is).. and it was like brownieness.. and so yummmmmy.. god i love that hersey cook book.
whats there to do in oakville.
*sigh*.
ta ta my loves
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Apr. 6th, 2006 @ 07:07 pm ANother Adventure
I am at: home.
Today I feel: tired
My toes are tapping to: Weight of Time: rise against
so. i dropped like 8 percent in bio due to my test. lmao.. its cuz i failed the thinking part. i hate the stupid shit divisions. screws us over. anyways.. new seating plan i sit next to Tom now:). hes fun.
religion test.. so easy. 85 or more aha i hope.
history.. nothing as always. i drew some amusing pictures about the battle of samalis.
lunch: Sat and talked abotu penis's. particularly andrews lmao. penis . i penis you. penis what? so many penis'sness going on there.
drama: presentations.. boring.
bio: new seating plan. took up test.. did nothing
rugby: no shane due to grad retreat *sigh*. aha.. but we managed and ran. and ran.

got home.. and then i walked up to the library (because im cool) with kristen on one of our adventures. and of course we stop at our crack whore park (known as valleybrook to others).. have our girl talk on the swings and then pass the evil tree. that tree seriously hates me. *shudders*. oo then we saw crop circles. lots of them. lmao it was so crazy! and why are the macs employes SO WEIRD!.. then we are walking out of macs. and these people are walking in the other door.. and so i try to go out the other door but it doesnt open so i like ran into it lmao. i felt so stupid.
i shaved my legs so i wore a skirt:) tehe. wow. when i talk on this thing I AM ALL OVER.. aha if anyone cares and reads this i feel sorry for you
i love kristen. she helps me through some things.. even if sometimes she doesnt. aha. but when she does its really nice!
so i got 5 new books to read. so i better go start!.. aha um i think thats it.

we should hang out sometime... under the stars and just like there until the sun comes up.
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Apr. 4th, 2006 @ 10:05 pm (no subject)
Ps. White houses is so my song. Bitches.

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Apr. 2nd, 2006 @ 05:48 pm Happy April 2
Today I feel: confused
My toes are tapping to: Protest the hero
So i hung out with sacha today.. because jen abandoned me. it was fun.
so he came here and we watched sky high and i told him he had to be the pyro guy lmao..
then we went to the mall.. and i saw teresa, mike and work peoples..
then we went downtown oakville because we had nothing better to do. and that pretty much consisted of us running around on the rocks and chucking huge rocks into the ocean aha. it was cold..
anyways. when i got home (after almost getting into an accident.. oops!) my dad was like.. WHO WAS THAT GUY!.. HOW OLD IS HE! HOW DO YOU KNOW HIM!.. lmao.. (cuz he is freakishly tall.. and i mean freakishly. u think andrew is tall.. wait until this guy stands beside him.. its freaky lol.. anyways.. and my dads like.. he took me by surprise is all... aha sure he did dad.
that was entertaining. so that was my sunday. i work monday and tuesday *sigh* im missing rugby ah. mcdougal wont like that :(...
anyways.
love always!
Super Susan..
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Apr. 1st, 2006 @ 11:30 pm (no subject)
Its a little late.. but....
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So i rented sky high with laura. best movie ever. i want warren peace.. lmao thats his name.. in the movie.. anyways before that
we saw shes the man.
1. HOT.
2. LOVED IT
3.They stole everything lmao.
.. from id tap that.. to throwing shoes! and they need to learn how to play soccer.. after a penalty kick.. the play stops people.!! IT AINT BASKETBALL!.. jesus. anways. i loveed it . so aw worthy and cute tehe
umm ya so.. amanda bynes is pretty cute cept she has an annoying voice lmao
ta ta my loves..
im off to find me a warren peace.. aka pyro man with flaming arms.. *rapes*
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Mar. 31st, 2006 @ 11:57 pm Partay.
Today I feel: ecstatic
BEST FUCING NIGHT EVER. lmao ive said that alot this week.
i want him.
:)
okay so first of all.. i fulfilled one of my dreams. i went to a house party. not any house party.. but JONS HOUSE PARTY... o man was it sweet. i didnt drink.. lmao as i was driving which kinda smelled but meh. anyways im getting ahead of myself.
Im coming home on bus and kevin says hey u going to joels so im like im working.. and hes like aw. so im like *wheels turn in head*. i work 4-8. then i get home, pick up eric (cuz he knows where joel lives)and i drive him and me there. it starts out nice, cast and crew etc. at joels. so anwyas. then some kids leave. forget who. but then we head over to jons... lives like around the corner.. cuz hes having a spontatnous party apparently.. lmao. we get there. theres so many randoms.. it was aweeeesome. anyways. so the first person i see when i come in is JESS. THE ONE WHO KEEPS STALKING ME LMAO.. well we are stalking each other.. lmao so that was freakky. then i see carmela! tehe love. and a bunch of old HF people lol. me and kurt bonded lmao. he was a wee drunk. then they were hot boxing the bathroom and i went to go see who was in there.. and shane was there lmao. :) everything just went good tonight aha.. and chris is a halraious agressive durnk lmao. he is so funny to just watch. so slowly people i know leave and its 11 30. i have to be home by 12. after trying to find pagie and failing i run to car get it and get people in and theres paige! aha.. man. i wish i could have drank so much:(.. but us sober kids (kasey, daneille, elise and ashley) we had fun playing euchre.. till i got bored and wanted to have fun lmao..
jon has a trapolinee... then it started to rain lmao. o man so MUCH FUN. god i love my life right now.
here i thought things would be different and boy the fuck they are!.. im so much happier. i feel so.. ugh! i just want to hug the sky lmao..
so anyways..
i have to pee like a race horse.. and im fucked up tired lol.
ive been out late twice this week. two parties in one week.. wow. things are different:P and surprise surprise.. brett didnt attend any.
o ya..and dani was at joels.. but thank god she left lmao.. man im so mean. sorry. kasey is a sweet heart.
and jon is like ultimate host. of parties. cuz he like took care of everyone and just went with it.. but hes gonna have so much booze to clean up on the floor lmao. my sock is like soaked in vodka.. but honestly
one of my dreams to be crossed off list.. and sure as hell hope its not my last. because this was just too damn good.
things are happening for me.. and i like it.. but with all good bad eventually has to come.. but i dont need to think about that now. im just gonna sleep.
and dream sweet dreams about _______ :).. i hate this. i cant REALLY talk about things in here. *sigh*
i love you all. and im so in the fucking play next yr.
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Mar. 26th, 2006 @ 05:55 pm (no subject)
New Vendetta layout lmao.
Its so cool. cuz he smiles all the time. :) i love V
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